Confused about my afterlife (i don't know the rules)

confused about my afterlife (i don't know the rules) is a song by Hymns for Him, from their album Hymns for Him.

Lyrics
I just want you to love me

So many questions for you

I'm just confused about the... about... my afterlife

I don't know the rules

Do you love me?

How can I be so sure?

I don't know if you'll meet me


 * indecipherable*

I just need you to know me

I want to go on a train far away, I want to go on a train far away

Lyrics meaning
Stuttering, the singer describes his confusion about the afterlife.